Do not say the word love to me.

You. All that goes through my mind is you. Was for the good reasons but now is not. You have put me through so much shit, we were an inch away from getting together and you had me believing we would and then you hop along with someone else. All I would see is yours and hers lips together and arms around eachother...shoved in my face. I faked a smile and pretended to be oblivious to it. Didn't you realise nor think about how I fuckin' felt? Didn't did you, your ego just got in the way of your vision and compassion. And aww you were upset when you broke up, boohoo. Then we were talking and talking as we always did and you even admiting you liked me before and things had changed. yeh cheers. We were being sooo honest and flirting, i really liked you and always did. I had my mates do some research and you said that i'm too fridgey...soz! You had my hopes at they're highs and then litrely stamped on them,....Rejected. Rejected. Rejected. Thennnnn you got with someone else, I found that out when you said you had 'gf problems' yeh cheers. So I was getting over you. She cheated. You broke up. As usual we were always talking and all, you would always say you were 'thinking' and then admited you wanted a gf and wanted to ask someone specific out, a mate. I was happy for you, and secretly hoped it was me. Was hurt, really hurt. Was rejected, led on ect. Then I found out it was me you were crazy for. You'd try to impress me, comliment me, ect. Felt kinda special. You asked me out so perfectly, I said.....yes. Although I was in doubt and wondering whether I actually liked you as I was getting over you. You admited to all you had done to me and was extremley sorry. I began to not ever to want to be away from you. Was starting to LOVE you. I am. But!!! But, all that happened this weekend, I broke something of yours, appoligized, you ignored me, and so i ignored you, got concusion, mates really cared....YOU DIDN'T GIVE A SHIT, if I died you wouldn't of even noticed cause of your ego and male pride. I was also drunk and so said things about you. You heard. I tried to break the ice as to our ignoring eachother. You still won't talk to me. Don't you fucking realise i'm a human being with feelings. The floor of my sanity is crumbling, you pushing me through it and i hope it's death beneath.

Grafitti is my one true love

REVISION!

Needs to revise for english exam and so I start looking up swear words in spanish LOL!

Friends

Is chillin' with the 'mates' on COD, cause we is fly like that! It's how we roll! :P peace out suckers!

Body art on my heart

Nothing else needed but this picture

To pretty to munch!

I would eat acid for you, although I would only be sacrificing my sanity and body as you are my heaven and hell so my soul will always be yours.

I found some hopefuls but then I unwrapped one and discover the over missing piece that fits. Although, it doesn't want to be stuck together, justs wants the awareness of that our jigsaws fit perfectly. So my half is to always be left lonely in it's dark corner waiting for it's 'soulmate' to actually stand up and be a man, but how is that possible when they've forced they're piece with another.

THINGS I WANT TO SHOUT OUT TO THE WORLD

I'll let you read it all....

 Forthil these demands....

 My moto in life.

 A message to EVERYBODY except somebody....

I (as many awesome peoples are) eyes and ears are addicted to their bible; the IPOD! And so I found this freaking cute picture I just had to share!! Take a look see :D

Work Work Work

What a coinsdence (spelling) ! I've been given work to research 'teenagers', kind of one of my strong points as i'll kind of be researching my-self!

Yay this is my first post! I can't think of anything interesting to 'blog' right now, I will soon! :)